GAWD! IM SICK! AGAIN!

im SICK! like AGAIN! i feel soo heavy..&feverish&SICK!
Ohkay.today's post.

YESTERDAY was BAD luck for me i guess. Some what bad luck uh. Mum NAGGED at me for the messy bedroom. IN THE MORNING! & it SPOILT my mood.! LIKE TOTALLY! then she complaint to my dad. Then my dad was like "hanna.you need an attitude makeover.I need to talk to you& your sister" & who doesn't know his so-called talk is like some PATHETIC LECTURE which takes up to like 1-2 hours! HELLO! i'd rather do my homework than listen to you talk.&who doesn't know.whenever his lecture end,it ALWAYS ends with CONFISCATING OF HANDPHONE,SNATCHING AWAY OF FREEDOM&NO USE OF COMPUTER! sheesh~ how LAME! & his lecture will contain NEGATIVE THINGS ABOUT ME! & NEVER my sister.With that, he'll keep repeating the same thing over&over again throughout the lecture.HOW BORING.! -FIRST THING THAT PISSES ME OFF.


Then dad wants to walk with me ti the busstop to make sure i REALLY go to skool. HELLO! I'VE GOT NO TIME TO SKIP SKOOL UH! then i have to walk soo ssllooww...If i walk fast he'll be "why walk so fasstt" & because of walking SSLLOOWW.I MISSED THE BUS!-SECOND THING THAT PISSES ME OFF.

Reached skool.Music already started.so didn't get to put the bag in the class. & i saw SHAFIQ at the Parade square &INSTANTLY.my WHOLE MOOD CHANGED! hah(: well. some what change uh. im still pissed off by my parents uh.


Then we only have PE for only ONE PERIOD! because Mrs Ong Wants to go through with us Mathematics as last two weeks we ACCIDENTALLY have THREE periods of PE&we missed a period of Mathematics. hah(: how FUN!-ANOTHER THING THAT PISSES ME OFF.


Had the CNY Concert before recess.It's AVERAGE la. but i LIKE last year's one MUCH MORE BETTER. & the duration is SO SHORT! there isn't much items to watch which makes the concert a little bit BORING.


Duringg recess. After eating went to the street soccer court to actually play soccer.but the malay boys took over.SO ME&THE BELOHZX watch them play. I was talking to Nadhirah uh. Then i turn to the street soccer court& BAM! THE SOCCER BALL RAN TO MY FACE. THE IMPACT WAS REALLY HARD UH! IT HRTS&I FELL ON THE FLOOR! GOT REALLY DIZZY! hah(: I just want to lie down because i cannot see anything&MY EYES are OPEN! Then i dunnoe was it Hafiz or Haziq who told me NOT to lie down on the floor.&told i dunnoe who to bring me go sick bay. So i support myself with my hand uh.Nazmeer so the very the KURANG AJAR! he was like "Saper mati?Da Mati eh?"Then Sofia&Nadhirah so-called COME TO MY RESCUE! ahah(: Sofia bought me to the toilet as i my lips&gum was bleeding like WTF. hah(: it hurts you know. & i have to go around walking with half of my lip looking so pale&the other look normal.SO WEIRD! hah(: -BADLUCK FOR THE DAY.


My lips was still throbbing with pain uh.& i had to survive Literature&Science. LAST THREE PERIODS.Lit was as usual.FUN! While science was kindda short as Ms Poon went to go watch the concert. Then Mrs Ong Called me out & sort off LECUTURED me for not doing my maths homework.& so BLA.BLA.BLA. its SO TIRING YOU KNOW TO BE STANDING THERE LISTEN TO HER LECTURE TILL SKOOL ENDS. well. I do deserve it actually. hah(: -FORTH THING THAT PISSES ME OFF!<br>
Decided to go back to Fuhua. So i waited for 98 with Azlin. DAMN! the bus took SOO LOONG to come. The first bus was SO COMPLETELY FULL! So we give it a miss.Waited for the another bus &DAMN i was sweatingg all over. The second one was full too. But we managed to SQUEEZE in.hah(: then alighted the bus& RRAAANNN ALL THE WAY TO FUHUA! meet TINA&FAZLEEN! weee~ i so missed them alotalot! we ber-tawaf ard skool&got a looong talk by Cikgu Rohani. whoa! i miss her MAN! & I think she knows i got a boyfriend! woops! hah(: then went to JE to take neoss with Fazleen.We have FUN! & THE SHOTS ARE SUPER INSANE!


Then met SOFIA at JP! window-shopped there.&Sofia bought a new pair of back sneaker which are SUPER CUTE! im so gonna get those! wheee~ SOFIA&I are gonna wear the EXACT same shoes on Sports Day! i guess. ahah(: but im so gonna get it!

Right.im gonna END IT HERE- ahah(: i talked alot alrd uh!

YOU'RE EGO! THAT'S WHY!


I dunnoe.But i kindda like my life right now. It SUCKS abit&ROCK abit.

Velentines Day was. err. AS USUAL. hah.(: got Sports heats on Valentines Day lehh. Ran 200m got first&Shafiq sent me home.well. Sofia,Wei Ting; Shireen&Azlin want to slack in the library for awhile.So i joined them because noone's at home& i never bring house keyss. hah(: then walked home with Shafiq. He's funny la. & i was laughing all the way home.

I JUST LOOOVE HIM LA!
but then again. His not my everythingg. i still gort my friends&darlinggss la.(:
Me being attached doesn't mean i'll forget my friends. I LOOVE you guys just the SAME. NO CHANGE HOR!<br>
well.FORGET ABOUT NICK yeas? his just my HISTORY NOW! somethingg happen between us that make me like.lose FAITH in him.so back to what i use to say; LOOONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIP NEVER WORK OUT! EVER. nyeh(: i still remember lehh.


&yea. i changed my skin. This time. I MADE THIS ONE. nort mice la.i know.but SOME PEOPLE wants me to use my on skins. SATISFIED NOW? hah(: i made this like a month ago? but hah. i just post it at blogskins but didn't use it! NO CONFIDENT LA!


Can i like NOT elaborate what happen today? im kindda lazy.

&yea. My parents are now ohkay alrd. so peeps.Don't worry about me anymore aites? (:
they bought new printer&mouse. LIKE FINALLY!
or else i may have still been banging the mouse now. hah(:


ooh ya. i made this poem for valentines day.& gave them to mum. guess what. it touched her&she CRIED?! whoa! i dunnoe just a simple poem would mean SO MUCH to her. hah(: i don't want put the poem here because i think it SUCKS alot to me. words are powerful. BUT NOT MINE! so your eyes will be bleeding when you read them. cheycheychey.-

I'll end this post with The Song im so obsessed with now can?


OVER MY HEAD(CABLE CARS)-The Fray

i never knew
i never knew that everything was falling throught
hat everyone i knew was waiting on a queue
to turn and run when all i needed was the truth
but that's how it's got to be
it's coming down to nothing more than apathy
i'd rather run the other way than stay and see
the smoke and who's still standing when it clears

everyone knows i'm in over my head
over my head
with eight seconds left in overtime
she's on your mind
she's on your mind

let's rearrange
i wish you were a stranger i could disengage
say that we agree and then never changes
often a bit until we all just get along
but that's disregard
find another friend and you discardas you lose the argument in a cable car
hanging above as the canyon comes between

everyone knows i'm in over my head
over my head
with eight seconds left in overtime
she's on your mind
she's on your mind

everyone knows i'm in over my head
over my head
with eight seconds left in overtime
she's on your mind
she's on your mind

and suddenly i become a part of your pasti
'm becoming the part that don't last
i'm losing you and its effortless
without a sound we lose sight of the ground in the throw around
never thought that you wanted to bring it down
i won't let it go down till we torch it ourselves

everyone knows i'm in over my head
over my head
with eight seconds left in overtime
she's on your mind
she's on your mind

everyone knows i'm in over my head
over my head
with eight seconds left in overtime
she's on your mind
she's on your mind

im currently so boredd.so i post!


Went to madrasah for today.Teacher didn't come so some other guy teacher taught us.& i dunnoe what disease struck Syahidah that she just burst out laughing when ever the teacher did something.err..WEIRD?! hah(: Fazleen&Amani went like DUH! im the pnly one that has been missing madrasah for like forever?! nyeh(: ate at the coffeeshop near the mosque there&saw Amirul;my primary skool err.FOE? he still holds grudge on me,Amani&Fazleen.like WTF?! right?


Then talk things over with those SLUTS wahh. like FINALLY they admit it.I dunnoe but the boys in my band looove watching us having CATFIGHTS?! heh?! Strange la. then we gort so BOREDD we CRAP.


Reeza;I CAN COUNT TO ONE HUNDRED LEH!
Martina;I better ONE HUNDRED&FIFTY!
Hanna;(blurblur)huh? What thing?
then both of them started counting...in a FUNNY way. like some MORON who just learnt how to count! Martini&me was like rolling on the floor.Then Reeza asked me to count.
Hanna;One.Two.Three.*giggle*Four.Five.Six.Seven.Eight.Nine.*LAUGH!*
Reeza;Kesiann sak budak niie.Kirer sampai nine ajer.!
Martina;Cikgu yang ajar dier Mati heart attack la.
HEY! they were the one making me laught until i cannot breathe. not my fault i cannot count hor.


AAHH! i don't feel like going to skool tomorrow la.so the very the LAZY!

IM PATHETICALLY SICK!


im kindda bored right now.HEY!i spent the whole day at home.&i got nothing to do.& sadly,i missed NPCC training today!Thought i could made it to skool today.but when my alarm clock rings.hah(: I CAN'T LIFT UP MY HEAD&OPEN MY EYES.ahah(: got frustrated&went back to sleep again.Dad woke me up at 6 again.ask if im feeling any better.& i MOAN at him! ahah(:


woke up ard 9:30.UGH~ i feel real heavy. Bathe&stuff. i dunnoe staying at home alone could be SO BORING.Most of the time i eateateat,watchteevee,use the computer,read&do a little self-study.hah(: nothing really goes into my mind actually.


Received so many SMS-es today.ahah(: my bill's gonna run all the way up again. Honeyy Sherr,Azlin,Sherr again,then Azlin then my dearest romeo! ahah(:


first time in my life i took the medicines i really get dizzy.i cannot see properly.i went straight to sleep just as my my head hits the pillow.hah(: so i sleeeeep&gortt so many weird&strange dreams siia.i mean SO MANY! that's why i hate being sick.my head go NUTS alrd! & i'll think soo ssllooww which leads me to be so blurr.


i wanna go skool.it's so boredd at home&for the fact that i thought going to skool is boringg.. i dunnoe uh. but i miss my dear Shafiq alrd.&my honeyy sheryy&the belohzx already.ahah(: & its just one day!


&so i haven't beed updating due to my laziness...hah(: & my computer is getting up to my nerves especially my darn mouse! sheesh~ it will just stop moving & i have to restart the whole computer again! then i'll just give up & switch off the computer.PATHETIC right? & now its not moving again! AAHH!


Bought a new mouse which doen't work. i feel like trashing the damn thing to the dust bin.!it's pissing me off really.


I'll end my post here uh.the computer is so driving me NUTS!